Travel light
'Pilgrims must travel light, otherwise they cannot continue on their way. Their equipment is designed for the journey and they do not fill their rucksacks with unnecessary
possessions which only slow them down. As they walk, they discover other treasures: an inner peace, new ways of feeling, a delight in nature. It is because the are on the move that they can make new discoveries. And because they do not possess, they are able to enjoy everything.' (Gerard Hughes: In Search of a Way, p117)
I have lost stuff on the walk. A hat in a bog, which had slipped from a rucksack strap (I mourned). My treasured walking stick of 25 years, left at a B&B on Mull (I mourned some more). A tub of foot cream, slipped out of a pocket. Other bits and bobs. And then I have also decided that stuff I have been carrying for a week or more that I have not needed, I have left behind. A pair of trousers and some surprisingly heavy packets of wipes and cleansers. Travelling light is a lovely idea. But despite my best efforts, the rucksack still weighs more than I would like. I can't ditch the tent, the sleeping bag and other camping-related kit because it will be needed later in the walk.
Travelling light is an attitude of mind also, I am learning. It means learning to let go of the mistakes of the previous day and embracing the new day with a positive attitude. Also, not being able to see the full route but only a little bit at a time unfolding under your feet and to a smaller horizon enables a more full-hearted walking. The heart can easily drop when a long straight uphill path opens up before you. While a curved ascent over contours is somehow less demoralising. Travelling light seems to be not just about the burden you carry, but the sense of distance you have to cover as you carry that weight. Bite-sized bits of life are easier to digest, in other words.
Another way the burden gets lighter is by walking with companions. From Iona to Crianlarich, I have walked alone. I enjoyed the experience, walking at my pace, reciting psalms with just sheep and birds for company, and deciding when to rest and when to walk. From Crianlarich to just a few miles north of Glasgow, I have been joined by two companions - just in time for the most demanding stretches so far. Companions (those who share bread) keep you steady and provide a sense of accountability. They encourage when your emotions and energies take a dip. They provide a rhythm of walking and conversation which keeps your attention beyond yourself. And at the end of the day there is the share pleasure of remembering the trials and joys of the day's walk over a good meal and a pint.
One thing we all have agreed, is that we always tend to think we have walked further than the map says we have and we over-estimate our accomplishments. The last three miles are always the toughest. And we need each other to push on and imagine what it will be like to take our rucksacks off at the entrance of the bunkhouse, campsite or B&B.
As I learned Psalm 122 - 'I was glad when they said to me, let us go to the house of the Lord' - I was struck how the psalmist glosses over the journey. The writer goes from the gladness of the pilgrimage to suddenly, in verse two, being able to say: 'And now, our feet are standing within your gates, O Jerusalem.' This is travelling light, surely!! It is as if the psalter creators what to encourage the pilgrims on the long slog with the news that they too will find their feet standing within the gates of their destination. What this psalm also captures is the real sense of comradeship which the pilgrims have as they share the journey. Verse eight says: 'For my kindred and companions' sake, I will pray that peace be with you.' Praying peace for fellow pilgrims helps me to travel light.
Travelling light is indeed a lovely idea but how hard it is, and I’m sorry you’ve lost some well loved items.
ReplyDeleteSome years ago I travelled abroad for a holiday. At the airport my one very large suitcase weighed so much I had to pay an excess of over £70! I felt upset and embarrassed. The heaviness reflected the heaviness of my heart and life at that particular time and I had been unable to decide what I needed so I had taken everything.
I think your experience shows the difference between a walking holiday and a pilgrimage. Being a pilgrim gives an opportunity to seek God and to ask him what it is that needs to be let go of, recognising that the process may be painful. It reminds me of a Russian doll I have, passed down the generations. It’s beautifully decorated, with brightly coloured patterns. You open her up and find inside another different figure, and inside that another one. There are about 12, the smallest being so tiny there is little decoration, yet she is a treasure inside waiting to be found. I wonder if travelling light is similar - a letting go of what we think is important or attractive to the world to discover the core of who we are: beloved children of God.
I totally agree that having good and trusted companions helps to lighten the load. I have always loved this illustration form the Good News Bible of Galatians 6:2 - “Help carry one another's burdens”.
https://rogernewberry.com/2012/10/07/bear-one-anothers-burdens/
And when we are on our own we still have the communion of saints, like Aidan, Hilda and Cuthbert, giving us courage and cheering us on our way. Companions on the way to our final destination.
I pray God’s deep peace be with you.
I am not a light traveller. This is not always of my own doing - I tend to find myself being given (physical) things by others, some of it needed, some of it not. Purposefully discarding things does not come easy, either physical.or emotional weights.
ReplyDeleteAnd travelling aloneas does not come easy to me. So my respect goes to those who travel.light amd alone.
But I suppose what these light travellers have is a strong sense of purpose. There are distances ro cover, obsticals to navigate and a destination to aim for - with all of that comes a sense of achievement and fulfillment.
Thank you Paul. I am not as much a walker as you, but I resonate with your comments and the metaphor is just what is needed now.
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