You alone, O Lord
(from The
Message translation)
When I call, give me answers. God, take my side!
Once, in a
tight place, you gave me room;[1]
Now I’m in trouble again: grace me! hear me!
2 You
rabble—how long do I put up with your scorn?
How long will you lust
after lies?
How long will you live crazed by illusion?
3 Look
at this: look
Who got picked by God!
He listens the split second I call to him.
4-5 Complain
if you must, but don’t lash out.
Keep your mouth shut,
and let your heart do the talking.[2]
Build your case before God and wait for his verdict.
6-7 Why
is everyone hungry for more? “More, more,” they say.
“More, more.”
I have God’s more-than-enough,
More joy in one ordinary day
7-8 Than
they get in all their shopping sprees.
At day’s end I’m ready for
sound sleep,
For you, God, have put my life
back together.
Today’s focus from the Government was to ask people to be
considerate and stop the panic buying. ‘Be responsible when you shop. Think of
others. As you shop think of those who are finishing the late shift after a
long day (in the hospitals),’ said Environmental Secretary George Eustice today.
‘There is more than enough food to go round.’ There has been a peak in demand
like Christmas says the British Retail Consortium.
Today’s psalm, in Eugene Petersen’s marvellous translation
from The Message, addresses the rampant consumerism that grips our
country at present in very pertinent ways. Verse 6 and 7 in his translation
read thus: Why is everyone hungry for more?
“More, more,” they say. “More, more.” I have God’s more-than-enough, More joy in one ordinary day than they get in all their shopping sprees. Yesterday we were troubled to hear the cries of a critical care nurse called Dawn who was reduced to tears when she found her local supermaket emptied by panic buying. 'Where am I to get the food I need to stay healthy?' she asked in this short video which has gone viral.
Yet again, the psalmist is at pains to contrast the way
of living that believes ‘everything is down to me’ and a complete switch of
mindset that acknowledges a much deeper sense of belonging to God which
overcomes all anxieties and panics even in the face of very real anxieties and
panics. This psalm, like yesterday's, characterises such a person – who trusts
in God rather than their own strength – as one who is able to lie down and sleep
and wake again the next day sustained by God’s love.
Oh that we had that deeper
trust. Speaking for myself, my sleep has become less easy over the years – like
so many of my friends and family! And I can’t help but acknowledge that I have
been infected by the rush and craziness of our culture which does not take
breath. I acknowledge that I have built up a deep store of self-dependence
which is not really giving me peace.
I am grateful for the Book of Psalms to help re-orientate
my life in a time of profound disorientation. I also am grateful for the way in
which, in these days, I am finding it possible to reconnect with good
relationships and find time for ordinary things too. I have just cut the lawn,
reclaimed the grassed over stepping stones in the garden and tied back plants
that had become loosened by the recent winds. There is a sense of greater
spaciousness in the day now that face-to-face appointments have dried up.
Psalm 4 opens with an interesting reflection on how God
works in the human heart and life. The NRSVA version is helpful here. In vs1,
the psalmist says: ‘Answer me when I call, O God of my right! You gave me room
when I was in distress. Be gracious to me and hear my prayer.’ My commentary
tells me that the Hebrew verb rahab, here translated as ‘gave me room’
literally means ‘wide’, while the noun sar (we simply note this strange co-incidence of a word connected with a virus), here translated as ‘distress’,
means ‘narrow’.
As our lives are narrowed down by isolation and illness,
may we all know the wideness of God’s mercy expressed through the kindness of
strangers and the help of health professionals. But also may we also find the spaciousness of God's love and mercy and grace when we are narrowed down by our own distress. May we find ways to trust again in God. And in doing so may we find our way
into a spacious place again, a spacious place of health and loving care – a space
such as a well cared-for garden with re-discovered stepping stones to a grateful
life.
[1]
NRSVA: You gave me room when I was in distress.
[2]
NRSVA: When you are disturbed, do not sin; ponder it on your beds, and be
silent
[1]
NRSVA: You gave me room when I was in distress.
[2]
NRSVA: When you are disturbed, do not sin; ponder it on your beds, and be
silent
I am reading the Psalms in Common Worship in which v8. says “In peace I will lie down and sleep, for it is you, Lord, only, who make me dwell in safety” - a beautiful poetic phrase used in Compline. It reminds me of the Gospel story of Jesus calming the storm (Mark 4:35-41). Jesus and his disciples are in a boat when the gale begins and the boat is being swamped, “but he was in the stern, asleep on the cushion”. How many times have I heard myself and others saying this shows the deep trust that Jesus had in God that he could sleep through the storm. If only I could! The peace of good sleep can be elusive and I don’t believe necessarily reflects a lack of trust. The peace of trust is different. It is that deep knowledge, in our innermost being, that God’s love is completely unshakeable and inextinguishable whatever is thrown at us in life. And so even today, when the number of confirmed cases and deaths have sharply risen, love continues in a bunch of daffodils left in my son’s porch with a note from a neighbour down the road who he has never met saying “Happy Saturday”. Love is shown in the postcard we received today from neighbours offering various kinds of help to all on our street. I can lie down in peace knowing that:
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Love is stronger than hate;
Light is stronger than darkness;
Life is stronger than death;
Victory is ours through Him who loves us.” (Desmond Tutu)